I’ve met Blu & Dom Kennedy
not bad. 2012 is a good year
Two things a guy always tells me upon first meeting them:
- about their dysfunctional love life
- about how they haven’t had sex in a while
no class. bad first impression? & reasons why I’m forever alone hahaha
no but really I don’t get it. what do I look like, your savior? bahahahahahahahahahah #fckdat
One day I’ll meet someone normal (:
I desire what most people can’t offer. These days the trivial have priority over the personal.
With that said, I am better off alone. I am happier without commitment or dependency.
I think you know you’re in a bad place when you feel worse after spending time with someone who is supposed to be close to you. It’s that moment you realize that if “you all I got,” then I don’t have much. A unique loneliness.
The sad part is, I don’t ask for much. I just want to be listened to. Spending time is one thing, but investing time is another. People don’t make investments anymore.
Being the optimist that I am, this moment has only led me to realize that I can pick up and leave whenever I choose. There is a world that I have yet to meet, and there is no one thing or body holding me back. And that is a beautiful feeling.
This place is not my destination and I am content with that. Today is just a stepping stone towards tomorrow. I have a traveler’s mind anyway. Never satisfied, easily distracted and always ready for what’s next.
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